4: Bad day today

Is it just me or do good days get followed by bad ones? 
Bunny kinda hurt me today as she did a few days ago as well. And this time, it was cause she lied. I used to lie all the time, but I can't now. I don't want to anyway. So I'm having a hard time understanding why she lied to me, of all people. She said she didn't have to money to hang out with me, or the time. She just couldn't. And then I find out (On Facebook, of all places) she was hanging out with my ex-bestfriend (the one that ditched me to hang out with my ex-boyfriend). And the thing that really got me was that Bunny had specifically said "She is a two-face bitch. I really don't like her..." 
So why was a second-best to her again?
Joey just said "People are morons." as he usually does, and he's right. But this is consciously being a moron rather than just "oops, i made a mistake, i'm a moron" kinda moron moment. 
I guess it just sucked is all. 
But you know what? I honestly can't be bothered any more... I'm just gonna get on with my life. I stay at home a lot. Actually, today, my dad just said "get lost" and I just said "I can't get lost. I don't leave the house." and that's sadly really true and even he knew it. I stay at home, watching tv-shows online and cooking for myself, tidying for mum and playing with my dogs, never really leaving the house... I guess, I've become a bit of a recluse. 
But college is starting in September and I'm going home, to Spain in 2 weeks. Joey is here in less than a week and nan is her tomorrow. I'll have things to do then. I guess, I've been alone too long and gotten used to being alone in the house, waiting for Mum and Dad to come home.


I'm going to go and have trouble sleeping like I have for the past week. Yay, back to not being able to sleep!


Sorry for the depressing post today, I've just had a pretty shitty day.

3: I'm happy.

Okay, so I was bulimic for about 4 years on and off. And through the help of my ex boyfriend (who broke up with me because I was "broken". Yeah, that hurt but life goes on. He turned into a jerk anway ;D) and his family, I got better. And now it's my 200 days free and I went to the cinema con mis padres! The Amazing Spider Man really lives up to the Amazing in its names! And i also found out that my favourite cinema is hiring and Mama and Papa said I can apply! Meaning I might have a job! I can't wait. I need a job, I hate taking their money, you know? Can't wait till I turn 16. 
I've had an amazing day. I'm so happy, for gosh darn sake! And you know what? I'm proud of myself. I've made it. It was hard. There were troubles. My grandfather died. My boyfriend broke up with me. My best friend ditched me. My depression kicked in just as I was getting better. But I had my family. I had my true friends, Joey, Kitten, Bunny and Jessy. They helped me save me. And now I'm happy.
So tonight, I make this post so I can look back on it. I am happy. I am happy I'm still here today. and eating. Cause common, who doesn't like a good bacon sandwich!

2: I hate spiders

So I was going to the loo at 2 in the.morning and this spider was like "hey ill just climb onto your leg and give you a deary attack" so I screamed jumped up and hit it so then it fell into the toilet and I was like "shit its coming back to kill me now" and flushed and was too scared to sit back down cause I thought it would clump back to avenge itself. Then my mum came up and was like "what's wrong" and i was like "spider" and she just said... "go to bed. Im turning the internet off" and walked off.  mother knows all.

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1: brief over-view

So, I guess I should give a life story and all that jazz. But in all honesty, I think you don't really care -shrugs-
So, basics. The names Krissi. 15 at the moment. August 6th is the birthday. Art student. College in September. I hate shopping. Love dancing. I read all the time. Music/singing. And I've only lived in England for 3 years. I miss living in Spain.

Basics. All done.

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