Is it just me or do good days get followed by bad ones?
Bunny kinda hurt me today as she did a few days ago as well. And this time, it was cause she lied. I used to lie all the time, but I can't now. I don't want to anyway. So I'm having a hard time understanding why she lied to me, of all people. She said she didn't have to money to hang out with me, or the time. She just couldn't. And then I find out (On Facebook, of all places) she was hanging out with my ex-bestfriend (the one that ditched me to hang out with my ex-boyfriend). And the thing that really got me was that Bunny had specifically said "She is a two-face bitch. I really don't like her..."
So why was a second-best to her again?
Joey just said "People are morons." as he usually does, and he's right. But this is consciously being a moron rather than just "oops, i made a mistake, i'm a moron" kinda moron moment.
I guess it just sucked is all.
But you know what? I honestly can't be bothered any more... I'm just gonna get on with my life. I stay at home a lot. Actually, today, my dad just said "get lost" and I just said "I can't get lost. I don't leave the house." and that's sadly really true and even he knew it. I stay at home, watching tv-shows online and cooking for myself, tidying for mum and playing with my dogs, never really leaving the house... I guess, I've become a bit of a recluse.
But college is starting in September and I'm going home, to Spain in 2 weeks. Joey is here in less than a week and nan is her tomorrow. I'll have things to do then. I guess, I've been alone too long and gotten used to being alone in the house, waiting for Mum and Dad to come home.
I'm going to go and have trouble sleeping like I have for the past week. Yay, back to not being able to sleep!
Sorry for the depressing post today, I've just had a pretty shitty day.
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